i don’t know why i am so, or why i feel as i do. must be because i’m both outside and inside. my unconditional unconditionality was left outside, but i am inside, an apparition gliding between borders, hovering between neurosis and uncanny calmness. i don’t know why i am holding this angel-sent nothingness between my palms, for i can smell its bitterness. i don’t know why.
Like having everything and yet nothing at the same time?
ReplyDeleteHope you feel better .
ReplyDeleteThanks, Izdiher!
ReplyDeleteOvais, except I know I don't have everything. This is not to say I have nothing, but maybe the illusion of nothing.
Oh thanks to both of you for all your comments!
ReplyDeleteYou've been awarded.. on my blog. =)
ReplyDeleteIllusions.. this reminds me of Inception.
I hope you feel better too Zeinab! And I can relate to this :))
ReplyDeleteWhat a pleasant surprise, Ovais!
ReplyDeleteThanks, normal.is.overrated. (Would it be possible to know your name, or a name you go by?) Sometimes the feeling is random, but still complicated.
This feeling is so damn complicated =( i guess somewhere in life everyone could relate to this.
ReplyDeleteI hope you're outta this feeling by-now :)