Thursday, August 18, 2011

i don't know why

i don’t know why i am so, or why i feel as i do. must be because i’m both outside and inside. my unconditional unconditionality was left outside, but i am inside, an apparition gliding between borders, hovering between neurosis and uncanny calmness. i don’t know why i am holding this angel-sent nothingness between my palms, for i can smell its bitterness. i don’t know why.

8 comments:

  1. Like having everything and yet nothing at the same time?

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  2. Thanks, Izdiher!

    Ovais, except I know I don't have everything. This is not to say I have nothing, but maybe the illusion of nothing.

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  3. Oh thanks to both of you for all your comments!

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  4. You've been awarded.. on my blog. =)

    Illusions.. this reminds me of Inception.

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  5. I hope you feel better too Zeinab! And I can relate to this :))

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  6. What a pleasant surprise, Ovais!

    Thanks, normal.is.overrated. (Would it be possible to know your name, or a name you go by?) Sometimes the feeling is random, but still complicated.

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  7. This feeling is so damn complicated =( i guess somewhere in life everyone could relate to this.
    I hope you're outta this feeling by-now :)

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